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I live for the psych calls, John Doe was hilarious... Preggo lady was the live waddling example of why I do NOT have kids... Life is good!

Overheard in New York

Although I Guess Celebrating 4/20 Is Close Enough

Blonde: I love Cinco de Mayo!
Friend: Any excuse to drink is fine with me!
Blonde: Did you know that it's Mexico's Independence Day?
Friend: Doesn't everyone?
Blonde: I didn't. I just think it's so funny, because we don't even celebrate America's Independence Day.
Friend: What?

--Town Tavern

Overheard by: TJ

via Overheard in New York, Jul 24, 2009

When will people learn? The best way to attract bees is with honey!

Letting go is easier said than done...

Damn the Heat!

I'm feeling more lazy than usual today and I think that it largely in part to the sudden change in weather. I'M HOT! Beyond my physical features (I'm such a cocky bastard)...

I heard from an OLD "friend" today. That was very surprising. I wonder what stars aligned in the clouds to make him decide to contact me?

Ah well, workout went well. My clothes were drenched more than usual & I can't remember feeling as grateful for a shower in my life.

Would you accept a bribe for your silence?

Karma is a heartless bitch.

Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at once?

The workout went well. I'm still completely winded and pushing myself beyond anything I thought I had in me just to keep up. My muscles ache less. I've never loved my bed as much as I do now...

Day #3

Why do I feel like I'm counting the days I'm being held as a POW? Hahaha...

I'll have to stop with the counting until we get to milestones! Anyway, today was actually quite awesome. I had the second round of interviews & someone made me an offer too good to refuse. You get what you wish for I guess & I'm looking forward to beginning the successful career I've been wishing for (and working my ass off for). My arms are almost back to normal. My abs are a lot stonger than I'd ever given them credit for. I guess there's a lot of muscle under all those soft fluffy fat cells after all...

Measurements to come soon!

Another day... #2 to be exact...

I didn't think it was possible for my body to ache as much as it does without suffering from some sort of illness, but... I've been proven wrong. Pray for me people...

A new beginning, beginning anew? All the same...

Much to share, much to discuss. I'm so easily excited and just as easily disappointed especially when it comes to the high expectations I impose on myself. Stay tuned for the video diary...

I seem to be the only one enjoying this wonderful weather we've been experiencing in NYC.
Just a thought...
I originally created this blog as a way to vent frustrations & relieve my psyche of troubles, but lately I find myself hesitating. I hesitate because I am no longer an anonymous blogger. I'll have to become crafty at disguising the names of the guilty & protecting the identity of the innocent because I refuse to censor myself & my thoughts because of the fear of confrontation.

Here we go...
Love...

What the fuck is it? Why am I constantly hearing...you are wonderful, why are you single? Maybe I'm just not that wonderful! I admit, I have a few flaws...maybe more than a few...hahaha... But! Someone somewhere will love me just the way that I am AND the feeling will be mutual.

Dating...

What the fuck is that all about? I have no idea what it means to date someone. I mean, when does it go from dating to monogamous relationship? And do you really have to have that awkward "I really like you a lot" talk with the other person to establish this or does it happen with an unspoken nod? Please, somebody let me know because I need a clue, map, directions & the use of a lifeline!

I need to start working. I was enjoying this vacation sponsored by the wonderful State of New York, but I'm getting bored and antsy. I need to feel like I'm being a productive member of this society...

End rant.

Almost like Angina...

...I think that's how I'd describe emotional heartache. Today seemed like a usual uneventful Tuesday until a few minutes ago when I felt like a professional bodybuilder punched me in my chest.  That pain is nothing compared to the tormenting humiliation, anger & overwhelming sentiment of betrayal pulsing through my arteries.

Pardon me, I have to vomit...

Happy Memorial Day!