Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I seem to be the only one enjoying this wonderful weather we've been experiencing in NYC.
Just a thought...
I originally created this blog as a way to vent frustrations & relieve my psyche of troubles, but lately I find myself hesitating. I hesitate because I am no longer an anonymous blogger. I'll have to become crafty at disguising the names of the guilty & protecting the identity of the innocent because I refuse to censor myself & my thoughts because of the fear of confrontation.

Here we go...
Love...

What the fuck is it? Why am I constantly hearing...you are wonderful, why are you single? Maybe I'm just not that wonderful! I admit, I have a few flaws...maybe more than a few...hahaha... But! Someone somewhere will love me just the way that I am AND the feeling will be mutual.

Dating...

What the fuck is that all about? I have no idea what it means to date someone. I mean, when does it go from dating to monogamous relationship? And do you really have to have that awkward "I really like you a lot" talk with the other person to establish this or does it happen with an unspoken nod? Please, somebody let me know because I need a clue, map, directions & the use of a lifeline!

I need to start working. I was enjoying this vacation sponsored by the wonderful State of New York, but I'm getting bored and antsy. I need to feel like I'm being a productive member of this society...

End rant.

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