On A Whole New Level

Life is LOVE!

2009-08-11T23:28:00.000-04:00

I live for the psych calls, John Doe was hilarious... Preggo lady was the live waddling example of why I do NOT have kids... Life is good!

Overheard in New York

2009-07-24T23:58:00.006-04:00

Although I Guess Celebrating 4/20 Is Close Enough

Blonde: I love Cinco de Mayo!
Friend: Any excuse to drink is fine with me!
Blonde: Did you know that it's Mexico's Independence Day?
Friend: Doesn't everyone?
Blonde: I didn't. I just think it's so funny, because we don't even celebrate America's Independence Day.
Friend: What?

--Town Tavern

Overheard by: TJ

via Overheard in New York, Jul 24, 2009

2009-07-23T13:35:00.000-04:00

When will people learn? The best way to attract bees is with honey!

2009-07-20T10:56:00.000-04:00

Letting go is easier said than done...

Damn the Heat!

2009-07-16T16:54:00.003-04:00

I'm feeling more lazy than usual today and I think that it largely in part to the sudden change in weather. I'M HOT! Beyond my physical features (I'm such a cocky bastard)...

I heard from an OLD "friend" today. That was very surprising. I wonder what stars aligned in the clouds to make him decide to contact me?

Ah well, workout went well. My clothes were drenched more than usual & I can't remember feeling as grateful for a shower in my life.

Would you accept a bribe for your silence?

2009-07-15T16:47:00.002-04:00

Karma is a heartless bitch.

Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at once?

The workout went well. I'm still completely winded and pushing myself beyond anything I thought I had in me just to keep up. My muscles ache less. I've never loved my bed as much as I do now...

Day #3

2009-07-14T15:34:00.003-04:00

Why do I feel like I'm counting the days I'm being held as a POW? Hahaha...

I'll have to stop with the counting until we get to milestones! Anyway, today was actually quite awesome. I had the second round of interviews & someone made me an offer too good to refuse. You get what you wish for I guess & I'm looking forward to beginning the successful career I've been wishing for (and working my ass off for). My arms are almost back to normal. My abs are a lot stonger than I'd ever given them credit for. I guess there's a lot of muscle under all those soft fluffy fat cells after all...

Measurements to come soon!

2009-07-13T15:58:00.001-04:00

Another day... #2 to be exact...

I didn't think it was possible for my body to ache as much as it does without suffering from some sort of illness, but... I've been proven wrong. Pray for me people...

2009-07-12T19:50:00.002-04:00

A new beginning, beginning anew? All the same...

Much to share, much to discuss. I'm so easily excited and just as easily disappointed especially when it comes to the high expectations I impose on myself. Stay tuned for the video diary...

2009-06-24T20:49:00.003-04:00

I seem to be the only one enjoying this wonderful weather we've been experiencing in NYC.
Just a thought...
I originally created this blog as a way to vent frustrations & relieve my psyche of troubles, but lately I find myself hesitating. I hesitate because I am no longer an anonymous blogger. I'll have to become crafty at disguising the names of the guilty & protecting the identity of the innocent because I refuse to censor myself & my thoughts because of the fear of confrontation.

Here we go...
Love...

What the fuck is it? Why am I constantly hearing...you are wonderful, why are you single? Maybe I'm just not that wonderful! I admit, I have a few flaws...maybe more than a few...hahaha... But! Someone somewhere will love me just the way that I am AND the feeling will be mutual.

Dating...

What the fuck is that all about? I have no idea what it means to date someone. I mean, when does it go from dating to monogamous relationship? And do you really have to have that awkward "I really like you a lot" talk with the other person to establish this or does it happen with an unspoken nod? Please, somebody let me know because I need a clue, map, directions & the use of a lifeline!

I need to start working. I was enjoying this vacation sponsored by the wonderful State of New York, but I'm getting bored and antsy. I need to feel like I'm being a productive member of this society...

End rant.

Almost like Angina...

2009-06-09T13:25:00.002-04:00

...I think that's how I'd describe emotional heartache. Today seemed like a usual uneventful Tuesday until a few minutes ago when I felt like a professional bodybuilder punched me in my chest. That pain is nothing compared to the tormenting humiliation, anger & overwhelming sentiment of betrayal pulsing through my arteries.

Pardon me, I have to vomit...

2009-05-25T10:11:00.001-04:00

Happy Memorial Day!

2009-05-14T18:03:00.000-04:00

Mixed emotions. Confusion dominates. Closely followed by frustration. I need to escape...

Lost

2009-05-07T11:51:00.003-04:00

After several months of intense studying and stress I'm at a loss...

I have no motivation to go to my usual volunteer shift at the local Salvation Army site. I feel mentally exhausted & emotionally drained. Yesterday was the scariest day of my entire life. I've never been nervous for a test...ever! My nerves started to get the best of me earlier in the day, but with the coaching & motivation of one of my instructors I found the courage to do the damn thing. The result, I'm one step closer to certification! :)

Today's agenda:

Gym
Replenish the kitty treat stock
Reestablish connections with friends & business associates
Get hair & nails done
Pick up Keila, Taylor & Sydney from school
Be the best aunt EVER!

Life is funny...

2009-05-05T18:28:00.003-04:00

Today was an emotionally rough day. Five years ago I'm sure at this point in the day I would have been an excellent candidate for a Cymbalta commercial. Now, I'm proud of just how strong I am and how effective I have become at practicing the Four Agreements.

Tomorrow I am taking my state practical exam. I don't feel nervous, but I'm sure tomorrow will be a totally different story! Wish me luck! :)

It has been a while...

2009-04-05T18:39:00.002-04:00

...since my last post. Almost a month I believe! Wow, time flies with you're inundated with real responsibilities. School has taken over my life! I don't want to abandon this form of release though. I just wanted you all to know that I'm still alive! I am officially out of hibernation! :)

Bronx Speed Dating Excitement!

2009-03-09T23:15:00.003-04:00

This new adventure has taken over my life momentarily so I apologize to anyone who cares enough to follow this blog regularly! *smooches* I promise I'll be back really soon! You can feel free to follow my Bronx Speed Dating blog at http://BronxSpeedDating.blogspot.com . I'm listing my local events over there so I don't have men signing up to attend my events in hopes of hooking up with me or just getting a chance to see my cleavage in person! Hahaha... Sorry fellas, I'm taken & I actually dress in a conservative fashion! :)

What Shameka Wants aka 25 Random Things

2009-02-17T00:19:00.003-05:00

I've finally found the time (become bored enough) to complete this list. Twenty-five random things about myself seems so...daunting. I couldn't even think of one random thing for a while because I wanted this to be a unique, humorous, and shocking for those who already know me. I decided to post this list here instead of on Facebook because whoever reads this probably won't know me, so I'll get what I want.... :)

Here's my unique, humorous, & shocking list of 25 Random Things

I titled this post so that it'll show up on Google when other Shameka's on Facebook search for "Shameka wants." (I know, I'm such a narcissist!) :)
I'm extremely sensitive & I'm afraid I'll never be able to allow myself to be vulnerable/emotionally available because of this.
I truly believe that I can accomplish anything.
I love everything about myself without exception.
I've wanted to be a scientist since 3rd grade. (I'm working on it)
I'm fascinated by people who I subjectively label as heartless.
I cry easily, but I hide it well. :)
I used to suck my thumb. I cannot remember when I stopped!
I believe I have a prejudice against ugly people.
I know I have a prejudice against stupid people.
I love gardening.
I haven't had a boyfriend in well over 5 years. (see #2)
I need a pedicure.
I am getting shorter. Now: 5'2" - 2 yrs. ago: 5'3"
I am afraid of two things: Drowning & Being in darkness alone. :(
My favorite weather is overcast with a slight breeze & temps between 60 and 70 F.
My favorite flower is Lily of the Valley.
I love scented candles.
I am becoming an optimist as I get older.
I don't want to have children because I don't think I would be an adequate mother.
I'm glad I met Chrys Ingraham. One person, not related to me, who helped me discover who I am.
I was a smoker.
I'm impulsive. I do what makes me happy when it makes me happy. :)
I did not own a television or cell phone for several years.
I will always be aware of my Blackness.

Guy strips on NYC subway...(Video)

2009-02-15T09:43:00.004-05:00

...because he loves to dance! He admits that he doesn't want money & he isn't homeless, so I can only assume that he has regular employment. I wonder what his employers would think about this little stunt he is pulling. I need to find out what train this is. I couldn't tell by the train car from the film, but I did see that he got off at the 23rd Street station. I'll have to see what train(s) have a stop there. I'm not sure how I would have reacted to this in person, but watching this video has been the highlight of my Sunday morning! I laughed so hard I think I woke up all of my neighbors! Gosh, I love youtube.

Valentine's Day

2009-02-11T19:36:00.003-05:00

I've been trying to figure out how I'll be spending my time this Valentine's Day. For the past few years I've gradually lost the romantic flutter in my heart. I've decided to enjoy my time with a few friends at one of the sports bars in mid-town enjoying the NBA All-Star festivities. I'm looking forward to the slam dunk contest. Far from romantic, but definitely high ranking on my list of enjoyable activities. I can't help but thinking that the NBA was feeling particularly cruel this year by scheduling All-Star Weekend the same weekend as the one holiday most women demand their man's undivided attention. I predict the abrupt termination of a significant number of relationships before the All-Star Game on Sunday! Hahaha...

What are you doing for Valentine's day?

What is your favorite part of the NBA All-Star Weekend?

Twitter Hashtags

2009-02-08T12:54:00.003-05:00

I finally found a site that lists all of the hashtags being used on twitter. Hashtags are tags added within a tweet followed by pound sign (ex. #hashtag). According to the site...

"Hashtags was designed to accommodate the real-time news community. We provide analytic reports and indexing features to allow users to track what's happening now."

Hashtags are listed alphabetically, by popularity, and by the number of times they have been tweeted. I'm still looking into the people search. This site is exactly what I asked for a while ago. I cannot even remember how I found it.

http://hashtags.org/

43 Things that make me happy (cont'd)

2009-02-07T15:08:00.002-05:00

22 Spending time with mom

I love my mom beyond what words can describe. I am happy to be home now because I call tell her this everyday…in person! I am glad that, unlike some I’ve met, I was able to appreciate my mom for the individual that she is at a very young age. Since this epiphany our relationship has grown into a friendship I cannot imagine living without.

I have the best mom on this planet!

See more progress on: identify 43 things that make me happy.

Overheard in New York

2009-02-05T20:04:00.002-05:00

The funniest site I've seen in a while. I just spent almost an hour of my life laughing hysterically at Overheard in New York. My favorite section so far is Ahhh! Real New Yorkers. I look forward to contributing some gems to this site. Hahaha...

Some victims from Hudon River plane crash want more compensation

2009-02-01T18:00:00.003-05:00

Has anyone else heard this nonsense? Some of the people who survived the plane crash in the Hudson are demanding more money and God knows what else. Can you believe this? The airline already gave every passenger $5,000 & the option of one year of free upgrades. Personally, I think the money is more than enough. These people should be happy and fucking grateful that they are even alive. They should be flooding the pilot's mailbox with thank you letters. They should be holding thank you ceremonies for the hundreds of emergency workers and concerned citizens who sped to their rescue and SAVED THEIR FUCKING LIVES! It has been determined that the engine failure was NOT due to pilot or technical error. Mother Nature was the culprit and last time I checked, she didn't have a bank account. That must be why these ungrateful bastards are planning on suing the airline.
I'm forced to reflect on and question the greediness of these people. Maybe they just need counseling to deal with experiencing such a traumatic event. I still do not think the airline should be held responsible for that expense. All of the airline's staff did everything to ensure everyone's safety. If anyone should be getting more money I think it should be the emergency workers who risked their lives to save these ungrateful bastards.

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Facebook Users Are Becoming Big Fans of Masturbation ....

2009-01-28T00:42:00.001-05:00

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